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本帖最后由 W小黑 于 2019-9-28 12:01 编辑
When you move away from home, you think that eventually, the memories will fade as you adapt to your new home. You think that eventually, you’ll forget all the chains that connected you to your old home as you keep making new memories and meeting new people. But as time goes by, you remember everything more than ever, you start missing the things you took for granted back home. You start wondering about certain people and thinking about them at the most random times. You start wondering if maybe you should have told people things you were afraid of saying because now you don’t know if you’ll ever see them again and you start to question if moving was even the right decision. If maybe you should have stayed home because you can’t find yourself in this new city. You don’t really belong. Because homesickness is not just a feeling, it becomes a lifestyle.
By Rania Naim 毕业时,我真的对前途有点迷茫,想过去远方支教,想开个工作室,想去北上广……现在成了一个教书匠。 我从另一个镇到另一个镇,从市郊到农村,不算是想象中的偏远山区,基本的生活问题都能得到解决。开学后做了班主任,万万没想到我的夜生活就成了晚自修,哪怕结束后也要去查看学生的休息情况,由此我也步入了校园生活。 在内宿学生心中,最触动他们心灵的大概就是“家”吧。还记得刚开学,总有学生借着点小借口就是想回家,想见见爸爸妈妈;有的打电话回家时,第一句就是“妈妈,我想你了”;有的只能偷偷抹眼泪……回想起自己的学生时代,从初中就开始离家,这些又何尝不是自己经历过的呢,哪怕到现在,自己也是离家住校直到周末。我其实也想家,家总能给我一种归属感,我想在工作结束后,好好吃家里的一碗热汤,好好去和家人唠唠自己那些事,好好享受自己的小天地。 既来之则安之,生活是要继续的,校园生活也一样精彩,哪怕有人说教师的工作很稳定,它稳定到,可以让你提前看透了自己的一生。每一天的工作都是重复的,每一分钟,甚至是每一秒钟都是大同小异。可能真的长时间的三点一线,让我也有点枯燥,在查寝结束深夜一人在宿舍时,望着远方,不禁也会胡思乱想。回想这段时间的点滴,思考自己的未来,想念远方的她,也想家了。 尾言:虽然不太想代入现实元素太多,教师职业的特殊性,有人甚至觉得我们这种人不应该在玩游戏混论坛,我的生活观念是做好自己,人情世故我也懂,思想觉悟我也有,但我就是我,我希望我是个有个性的人,吐槽的同时真正去享受生活。
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